Let's see..

I told myself that I would update last Wednesday after I get back from Jays' house but I was lazy as usual.
So..here I am updating bout the things that happened 1 week ago.

I was supposed to have a lesson on Issues & Viewpoints(IVP) last Wednesday morning at 8am.

But guess what?

I woke up at 7.59am...

Yea...I'm such an ass! HAHAH..

I was already late..

so forget it..

I didn't go to school.

I woke up at 11...

got changed..

and left the house to go to Jays' place.

She invited me over along with Syafiqah to break fast at her place.

As I took the bus from Boon Lay interchange to her house, I noticed a lot of things have changed to the place that I used to call home.

It's sad...=(

Oh well..

Life goes on..

We watched TV for a while until Syafiqah came.

We watched High School Musical:The Concert, Westlife Face to Face tour and Hannah Montana DVDs while Jays was in the kitchen helping her mum with dinner.

To my surprise, Jays mum is ok now! As in..she's not the fierce lady she used to be...(sorry Jays..) But hey! She's kinda cool now! And funny!

The funny part is when she scolds her grandchildren(Jays' nieces and nephews)...

You know sometimes adults say things that are funny when they're angry?

Well...to me they sounded funny..

I can't help but want to laugh..

So I settled with silent giggles...

When it was time to break fast, only me, Syafiqah, Jays' nephew and her mum ate at the dining table coz the rest didn't fast..including Jays coz you know..it's THAT time of the month...(hahah..excuses...excuses..)(Don't kill me!)

We then 'hang out' in the kitchen, the living room and her bedroom..

it's fun to chill out like how we used to...

Anyways..here are the pictures:

Syafiqah and her infamous pose...

Julaiha and HER infamous pose..

When you put 2 crazy girls together, you'll have...2 weirdos cooking you dinner!

A VERY blurred shot of me..(thanks Jays...(no..it's not a compliment))

Jays 1 year + niece who just wouldn't stop calling me PAPA! haiz..

When I came back to school the next day..Almost EVERYONE was SICK!

Except me..

It all started from Lee Yan..and then to the rest of the world!

Hahah..

to the rest of the class...

So here they are when we were walking up the slope making our way from one end of the school and to the other...

"Look! Who are those 2 people??? Paris and Nicole?"

"WAIT, WAIT, WAIT! It's getting closer..."

"Chey..it's just Lee Yan and Jovis..(yawnz..)"

Aileen rushing to class and Aqmar rushing along..

Ok..so those are the pictures..

Hari Raya is just next week!

HOORAY!

And because it's gonna be a special day and month..I decided to clean up my room last Wednesday.

The last time I did so was bout a few months back and at that time, it was quite neat and tidy.

But then, I started taking unimportant things out and then it's messy again.

I spent the Wednesday afternoon cleaning it up and took about 3-4 hours.

After:

See the transformation?

HAHAH!

But I'm afraid I will not be able to keep it in this state for long..

Hopefully I can!

And so it's FRIDAY AGAIN! My Most Favourite Day!

But heck..I've got to finish a lot of things like my IDEAS homework and my Web Publishing homework..And wait..MY ECONS homework..

SUCKS!!!

Well..before I go, I just want to say something that's a bit personal..

My mum just got this new job at a restaurant in Turf City.

She works from morning and comes back at around 10-11..

So everyday I have to break fast all alone at home.

I feel a little lonely somehow.

I began to think about how I used to have a bigger family:

My Dad

My Mum

My Brother

and Me.

But now..It's just me all alone.

I really admire my friends who has a bigger family and they're all happy.

You know..especially those who are really looking forward to celebrating Hari Raya with their families and relatives and they're all like so happy together.

Somehow, I never got that.

I remembered how my brother would take us to JB to shop during this time.

For those of you who know me, you'll think that I should not forgive him for everything that he has done to us...

But afterall, he is still a part of the family.

But my family is really small..just me and my mother.

If only my dad was around...

I don't think I would be in this state now.

Why do I have to go through all this?

Why?

Why is it just me?

I don't know how long I should go through with this.

I want my Family back!

But when am I ever gonna get my complete family???

I know there's really no use saying all this coz it's not gonna happen.

I'll never have another father.

Even if I do get one, it wouldn't be the same.

Here's what I always want my family to be:

My mum a fulltime housewife..

My dad doing his cinema operator job

My brother working as a designer and his earning big bucks..

Me?

I'm just like other teenagers who don't have to worry about family problems, financial issues and stuff.

Oh well...it's probabaly gonna happen in dramas but not the real world.

God, please help me with this.

Please make my wish come true.