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Wednesday, February 27, 2008

i can't wait to see you again.


A lounging Elmo on a Winnie the Pooh sofa bed.

I shall make the library my second home.
I'm at the library again.
If yesterday it was Jurong Regional Library, today it's Frontier Library or whatever the name is.
I realized my exam results are out today.
So I had to carry my laptop to the library.
Work starts at 6 and it's only 4.27 right now.
Pfft~

Oh well.
My results are not that good. I've deproved since last semester.
But I'm glad that I don't have to forward a module>>Econs.
I got a D for it but it's still a pass.
Thank God.
I guess I can never clique with the lecturer and the subject.

Here's some quick updates.
Mum was kinda angry at me last night cuz I didn't tell her who I was texting at 12am.
I told it was just a friend but she expected me to tell her the name of the person.
Then she got a little angry and said that I can't go out and blah blah blah.
She got tired and fell asleep.

My mum and me are always fighting.
I just don't get it.
We can agree on things sometimes but most of the time, we have different opinions.
I don't get her.

Oh..
there's American Idol tonight.
But too bad I'll have to miss it.
By the time work ends, AI starts.
And no TV after 10.
My Simple Life.

Do you think I'm making a big fuss about my life right now?
I mean..
One can still live without TV and internet right?
But I guess I have to start getting use to this.
And right now I have no money for food.
My pay's only going to be in on Friday I guess.

There are some things that I feel like saying here.
But I can't due to some reasons.
Maybe if I can write about it, I'll write about them.
But for now, things should just be the way it is.

Alright.
that's all for today's post.
See you later.

Syawal.

4:26 PM

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Tuesday, February 26, 2008

I can fix the flat on your car...I might even be a rockstar!


My primary 6 work of art which I had to throw away cuz it's

Hey gorgeous!

I'm back again.
I'm actually at the library now with Yami.

I haven't been watching TV for the past few days.
No entertainment at all except for music from my phone.
I'm actually more settled now.
Living with my grandmother isn't so bad afterall.

Oh,
guess what?
I'm not moving to Admiralty anymore.
Cuz my godbro's wife is another bitch afterall.
At the last second, she kinda changed her mind and not let us stay with her.
What the fuck right?
I almost lost hope ar..
But thankfully, my uncle's boss is nice enough to let us put our stuff over at his place.
It's not for free of course.
My mum paid 300 bucks for the space.
He's quite a nice person actually.
He lives with his son who is in Primary 5 and studies at Jurong Primary which was my primary school.
He wants us to live with them.
So we might move in with them at the end of this month.
We'll see.

I hope I see better days ahead.
I don't wanna go through all these pain again.
During the whole time I was moving out, I had to make a lot of sacrifices.
Oh well.

Alright.
Here are some pictures.

My Bukit Batok house during packing:






My Bukit Batok house after the things have moved.










All of our things in my uncle's boss' house


At Grandma's place.
I sleep on the sofa with my Pooh Bear.






I guess that's it for now.
I shall blog when I'm not working and can make my way down to the library.
=))
Till next time.

Syawal.

3:31 PM

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Friday, February 22, 2008

don't let anyone tell you that you're not strong enough

Hey~
Hey~
Make Some Noise!

The title and the first 3 lines of the post are taken from Hannah Montana's "Make Some Noise" song from the Hannah Montana 2 CD.
I've been plugged onto Hannah and Miley's songs for the last few days and I have to say they rock!
The words are quite meaningful too.
Ok enough of song reviews.

Let me just update what's been happening in my life so far.
I've been working.
Morning/Full and Afternoon shifts.
And now I'm sick again.
It's just me and I guess I've overworked myself.
To Jov, Yan and Leen,
If you guys thought I was thin then,
wait till you see me now.
I've become thinner.
I was packing my clothes today and I tried on the shirts I had since I was 6 or 7.
And I was surprised I could fit into them.

Anyways..
The reason I haven't been onlining and updating is because I've been busy packing my stuff and also I was too tired from working.
Customers just want fabulous everything.
And it irritates me.
FUCK YOU LAH!

Sigh..
I just got back from my grandmother's.
We went to put our 3 weeks' supply of clothes and other neccessities there.
I only brought like 5 sets of clothing.
Oh well.
And life at grandma's wouldn't be the same.
1) No TV after 10.
2) No fan/aircon
3) No coming home late.
4) The list of "Nos" goes on and on
Guess if I want to use internet after 12 or something I would have to go down to the nearby McDonald's and come home the next morning.
Cuz I don't think my grandmother would even let us have the keys.
I'll just imagine myself in a season of the Simple Life to keep me happy =))

that's life.

Oh,
before I forgot,
just a little something I want to share.
I was eating at this coffee shop just now.
And then came a group of Chinese performing some ritual.
There was like 2 men dressed in some God's costume.
And they got into a trance.
One of the guys was on his knees and his saliva was hanging.
He sounded like he was crying but to me,
he was behaving like one of the 12 zodiacs.
I'm not too sure.
The other guy had very big chains around his wrist.
I ain't got a clue what he was.
It sorta freaked me out a little.

Alright.
I'm tired.
I'll go now.

See you.

12:13 AM

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Sunday, February 17, 2008

Have you ever loved and lost somebody?

First and foremost,
My cat died.
Some of you might know him...



"Manja" R.I.P
He died about 6 months ago.
2 years ago, before shifting house,
I had to send 2 of my cats away to Pasir Ris at this animal shelter place.
I gave the person a call again yesterday as I had to send away the 2 cats I have at present.
"Adek and Belang"
It was so sad.
But you know what they say..
When you love the someone/something, you have to let them go.

And guess what?
I will be moving out of this shit next Sunday.
Anybody wanna help with the moving of stuffs?
We're gonna move the things to Admiralty first but I will only move into that house most probably in mid-March.
For about 2-3 weeks, I will be putting up at Grandma's place at Redhill.
But I'm still gonna work at Guardian Jurong West till I move to Admiralty.
They're transferring me to the Admiralty outlet.
I'm not gonna have a lot of stuff with me while I stay at Grandma's.
I might not even be able to go online.

Well..
This IS the life.
I'm glad I'm having my school vacation right now.
But I miss my friends.
And speaking of which,
the gathering we had on the 15th February was a really small one.
Well..3 people weren't there.
So it was just me, Haikal, Jay and Aqmar.
I came later as I ended work late.
Sat down at the library for about 1 hour and then went to visit Iqah at IMM.

Time flies when you're having fun.
Let's plan more outings alrite =)

Alrite..
Guess there's nothing much to say anymore.
See you again.

ROCK ON PEOPLE!


The first day I took Adek home.

12:03 AM

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Thursday, February 14, 2008

Life sucks...so what?(*warning: F word everywhere)

I'm not gonna say hi..
hello..
or whatever.

I'm just fucking pissed with the whole world right now.
1) Work was bad today. Some shit happened.
2) New tenants are moving into my house tomorrow. They already brought their furnitures today.
3) I'm SICK!

Before I could start with number 1, I have to talk about number 3.
I was already sick like yesterday.
Kept sneezing and felt really cold.
My mum told me not to work today but I can't cuz they don't like last minute shit.
As I knew that I'm only working till 2pm today, I braved myself to go to work today.
It was then did I found out that I was put down to work full shift.
WTF?!
Obviously I didn't want to work the whole day cuz I was already half-dead.
And plus, the stocks are coming today.
And since I'm sick, it means that I am not able to perform like usual.
I called up a few people(Jay, Her sis, and Aunty Marge)
I asked Jay if she could replace me to work the afternoon shift.
She then asked her sister and then things got a little mixed up there.
I shall skip to the part where her sis called me and told me I could go off at 12.
So I called up Aunty Marge and told her I was going home.
And I made her angry and I bet she hates me now just like how she hates some of the other staffs.
I was so mad, I then left the store and went to some hidden staircase and cried.
I called Iqah and told her the thing.
Then Jay's sis came down to talk to me.
Guess when you're sick, and shit happens, you kinda lose your sanity.

Oh well.

About number 2...
The tenants are taking over my room from tomorrow onwards.
I'm so irritated with this whole 'homeless' situation that I feel like moving out this instant.
The stupid landlord is just a big dumbass.

Oh,
I wanna say something about Work Politics
I guess there are conflicts everywhere huh?
It happened when I was at Business Link 1 year ago...
And now it's here at Guardian.
People talking bad about other people behind their backs but then they act really nice in front of them.
I feel confused sometimes.
These are some of the things that makes me not trust adults.
I admit that I can sometimes be a little naive for these things but that's just me.
However not-so-innocent I may be, I'm still a little innocent somewhere.

Why can't we all just be happy???
Is that so difficult to achieve?

JUST FUCK IT!

Oh, guess what?
I'm working with Aunty Marge tomorrow morning.
Oh, the joy.
I already apologized to her through text message today cuz I felt it'll be too late to apologize tomorrow.
She didn't reply so...
FUCK THE HELL OFF!

Everybody makes mistakes...
I shall go to work with a positive attitude tomorrow.
With a new attitude, everything can change.

And I'm so looking forward to the little gathering tomorrow.
It's the only time where I get to hang out with my friends and be a teenager again.
Work has made me felt older.
And sometimes depressed because of some of the hurtful comments from the customers who think so highly of themselves.
CUSTOMERS AREN'T ALWAYS RIGHT!!!

Enough rantings for today.
Till next time.

7:58 PM

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Monday, February 11, 2008

i see you see i see you

Sweet Talkin' Sugar Coated Candyman!

Hey Ho Cherry-O!
Whatever that means...

I finally had my well deserved day off today.
I had to go to the school library to return the High School Musical DVDs I borrowed as they were due today.
Sigh..
What a small world.
I bumped into Aileen at the library.
She was there to return stuffs too and then she borrowed a book I think.
That means she'll have to go back there AGAIN.
HAHAH
That girl loves school too much.

I then decided to drop by Jurong East library as both of my best buds, Jay and Iqah were there to study.
It was kinda like a surprise visit.
When I arrived, Jay was writing notes.
Iqah was late.
Me and Jay played with the laptop.
We did quizzes on Facebook and checked out her Aqmar's profile.
And we found out that Aqmar SPANKED himself on Facebook!
Ooo~~~
Iqah was trying hard to study and she did.
She tried not to hear us...
=P


Jay trying to study but failed.

After the library,
we went to IMM as Jay wanted buy a few things.
We ate at LJS and laughed our heads off.
I got myself my favorite LEXUS biscuits and 2 cartons of Milk from Giant..
=)
We said our goodbyes and headed home.
We'll meet again most probably on Friday for the "Study Gathering".
Iqah has to work on that day =((
So it'll be just me, Aqmar, Jay, Wendy and Haikal at the library.
I have a feeling that the NYP-ians won't be able to really study with us around!
HAHAH!
But we'll just be motivators there =))

Right now as I am writing this..
I am listening to Miley Cyrus' songs..
Nope.
Not Hannah Montana.
But Miley Cyrus.
Ever since I bought the double sided album Hannah Montana 2:Meet Miley Cyrus,
I have never listened to any of Miley's songs.
I have this policy of "I don't listen to non-commercial songs"
Meaning..
if there's no music videos or are not singles, I don't listen to them.
But I find Miley's songs really different from Hannah's songs.
Though they are the same person,
you can figure who is who.
If she's singing as Hannah, she'll sound like Hannah.
Confused yet?



Oh,
It is CONFIRMED.
I AM moving by the end of this month.
I'm actually quite excited about it =))
The rent is gonna be cheaper and that means I can save a lot more money!
Can't wait.
So..
I will need help with the packing and moving of things.
Everybody's welcome to help =)

That's all for tonight.
See you later..

*In theatre, we don't say goodbye.
We say "see you later"*

10:24 PM

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Saturday, February 9, 2008

I want awesome everything!



The Gossip Guys!
The cover spells HOT all over!

I am not gonna blog about my usual stuff today.
I just have to say that I got a morning text message from Jay telling me that her aunt saw her picture with Aqmar.
So she asked me to help her delete the photos and delete the couple blog.
So I did.
What I have to say is..
It's tough having secret relationships.

I for one tells my mum almost everything about me except for those extreme secrets that she doesn't need to know.
And I have to thank Haikal for giving me those magazines.
I'm sure they must have cost a lot.
THANK YOU SO MUCH =)

I shall probably take pictures of those magazines and put them up here.
But it might just scare some of you guys.
So...
We'll see.
Anywhos...
That's kinda it for today.
Kinda pointless.
I shall post up the rest of the Gossip Girl Guys pictures:





XOXO
Syawal

11:50 PM

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when saving the situation means losing your sanity



Mocha Banana Strawberry Chocolate Honey Marshmallow Pudding.
Nope.
It's not a new recipe.
It's just something I came up with like NOW when I was about to write this.
Sounds kinda delicious.

That's enough intro for today and move on with the real thing.
It's the 2nd Day of CNY today and guess what?
I was late for work.
Nah..not too late.
1 hour late?
thank goodness I was working with Jay's sis.
If it was Aunty Margaret, I would have to face the music.

Most of the shops weren't opened.
Well..
Only 7 eleven opened and Guardian and then Watsons.
I was glad that the radio was back on.
And it was tuned to Class 95!
They played all the great songs and I had fun singing along to the songs.
When the songs were boring, I would sing along to my own favourite songs.
Think High School Musical and Hannah Montana.
Hahah
That's me.
So childish.

A few days ago I was ranting about people asking me about the pharmacist everyday at work right?
Well today...
Most of them came and asked for TOP-UP cards.
I had to keep repeating;
"7 Eleven Please..."
I think I had to repeat that like a gazillion times.
SO irritating lah.
then I got TIRED..

Oh,
this is random/sudden/whatever.
3 people thought I'm Chinese.
Do I look Chinese-ish?
Well one of the 3 said I looked like a darker Chinese.
LOL!

It wasn't so tiring today as I was sent home in a coach today.
HAHAH
But I bet it's gonna be so tiring tomorrow cause the stocks are gonna come.
So..
Another 'Working Out' session for me!

Ooh!
Though I didn't go visiting,
I've received close to $64 worth of Hong Baos!
I got it from my neighbour and from my workplace!
WOOHOO!!!
Now everyone wants me to treat them.
HAHAH
Wait in line ok?

Just a quick recap.
We went to Iqah's sis' birthday party yesterday.
I was a little overdressed..
Oh well.
Everybody makes mistakes.
I ate a lot.
And got tired of eating.
We stayed for like 2 hours and then we left.

That's enough of journal writing.
It's all words.
No pictures cuz I didn't take any.
=X

That's it for today's post.
I've got no clue on what else to write about.
So that's just it.

Byez!

12:09 AM

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Thursday, February 7, 2008

Life is hard or it's a party! The choice is up to you!

"When the going gets tough, the tough goes shopping"
Yeah right.
If only it was that simple.
I had to work the whole day yesterday and boy it was so tiring.
The stocks came, and it was a few days before CNY and Guardian extended its shopping hours.
Whenever I thought that I could just rest from cashiering and move on to arrange the products, there's people "Hello-ing" and ringing the bell.
Some customers just don't get it.
Sigh.
And the thing I hate most is when people pay for small things with big notes.
It's so darn irritating when you don't have enough 10 bucks or 5 cents to return them.
And the worst thing>>>
we had to plus sell the peanuts and when I asked if they wanted peanuts, some would just say no.
While others would say: Don't want lah. I don't want to have pimples and whatsoever.
Oh come on.
GIMME A BREAK!

Sometimes I find it ironic that I'm working at Guardian.
It's like a health store and you're supposed to have good skin if you're working there.
But look at me?
I have really bad skin,
weak immune system..
and what else?...
Stupid?

I was sick for the last few days.
Was coughing like the whole day.
I find my working place unclean.
I would be so freaked out that I would wash my hands clean when I went for toilet breaks.

Oh well...
work can be depressing.
Anyways,
My mum and me went to VivoCity today to settle some stuff.
Jay then joined us as we had to go look for a present for Iqah's sister.
We went to Guardian and bought ourselves skincare products.(NIVEA mostly)
And then to Giant to buy groceries.
I also got myself 2 sets of magazines from PageOne.



I bought it cuz Miley is on the cover =))
And I know CosmoGirl is a female magazine..So what?
It's my money!
So now I'm kinda broke.
Oh well.
Once in a while, we need to pamper ourselves. =P

That's kinda about it for this post.
Tired of writing any further.
Just wanna everyone Happy New Year!
Gong Xi Fa Cai!
Hong Bao Na Lai!

=))

12:35 AM

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Tuesday, February 5, 2008

i'm so in love with two(*A 100th post special)

Here I am.
It's my 100th post and I'm tired.
Tired because I just got back from work and I'm working the whole day again tomorrow.
Was looking forward to seeing YOU but was too little too late.
So..here goes.

Working has been...awesome?
Especially now that it's the festive week.
There's like a lot of people at Guardian everyday..
I had to do cashiering non-stop.
And I'm sick of having to repeat the same thing everyday.

CUSTOMER: Where's the pharmacist?
ME: Our pharmacy has shut down. You have to go to the nearest one at Jurong Point.

I had to like repeat the same line over and over again.
TIRED!
I've learnt a couple of things though.
Like how to do RECEIVING of goods and CLOSING.
But I still need supervision or else things will just go haywire.
I'm better with the things there now.
Ask me what to get if you have diarrhoea(or however u spell it) and I can tell you it's carbon.
And I realize I can give good answers at times.
Like why are the pistachios from USA while the mixed nuts are from Malaysia.
I told the customer:
"Oh, cuz they can't grow pistachios in Asia.."
Makes sense doesn't it?

And at work today,
my Primary 5 social studies teacher came to the store.
She used to be taller than me...way taller.
But now, I'm taller than her.
She told me she's old now and is already a senior citizen.
At that moment, I just felt like breaking down.
I don't know why.
It's kinda sad.
She kinda remembered me as a group member of this other girl's group she remembers.

Oh,
Jay and Iqah if you're reading this...
Do you guys remember that old man who asked for bust enlargement cream?
and he asked in Malay and Me and Jay were like laughing our heads off?
WELL..
he CAME BACK!
And guess what?
He was looking for the same thing again.
And he asked me the same way he did again!
SUPER PAISEHNESS!
AAARGHHHHH!!!
I wanted to laugh lah! but can't obviously.

So that's kinda about it.
Some of the things that happened.
Gosh.
My fearsome team with the exception of BBD are going out later in the day.
I wish I could.
But I can't.
I'm working the whole day again.
And sometimes I just hate it when my mum does not understand if I go out to meet my friends.
Now that I'm working, I can hardly see them.
All I see are neighbourhood people who are not even from MY neighbourhood.
I MISS YOU GUYS!
And since I can't be with you guys later, take care alright =)

Alright.
I'm tired.
Shall go to bed now.
I'll see you soon.
Till then.
Goodnight.

12:36 AM

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Friday, February 1, 2008

d.r.a.m.a(*updated edition)


This spells retarded all over it =P

Pa Ho Li Si!
I already wrote like a lot of stuff here.
But I clicked on a link by accident which brought me to another page and whatever I've written earlier are all gone.
And now I'm just gonna write about whatever happened today and yesterday.

Well..
to kick things off,
I've got myself the Canon camera with printer!
Yup.
The best part is...
It's all free!
Not really actually.
I just had to like extend my contract with Starhub for another 2 more years.
And the plan is still the same and I get a camera free.
So why not grab it rite?
Me and Yami played with the camera and had so much fun.
But I'll need to get a memory card with bigger space.
The one that came free only has 16MB of space.
How BIGis that?





Now I'm gonna tell you guys about what happened at TC's Annual General Meeting today.
The seniors had to handover their titles as they were graduating.
I'm sure it's kinda sad for them.
And I just have to say that they have done a brilliant job.
OH yea..moving on.
I was appointed as the new Assistant PR.
I will be assisting Jerusha who is PR.
Probably the reason why we're in charge of PR is because we're both from Media and Comm and we learn Public Relations.
But I feel honored to be part of the committee.
And Flora, my class chairperson is the new Treasurer~
YEAY!
and she has the key to the clubhouse or something.

So...that's kinda bout it for tonite.
It cud have been more but blogger didn't save the post.
Like what the hell.

OK then.
I shall take my leave.
See you later.


I kinda like this picture of myself taken by Yami.
It spells whatever all over it.
=P

11:14 PM

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