Tuesday, December 18, 2007
I have the talent but I have no time for all this shit

17/12/07 was a bittersweet day for me.
First and foremost,
we were in school for Web Publishing make-up lesson.
Class starts at 9.
I arrived around 8.50 and was the first one there.
Even Howard was late(Howard is the lecturer)
=P
The class ended with a feast.
Howard bought pizzas for us and in the end had none for himself.
Sorry Howard..=(
After the class, we headed straight to Jurong Point.
We ate at Pizza Hut.
It was my first time eating there and the first time eating with my DMC crew.
I had Hawaiian Personal Pan Pizza..
Delicioso! (did I spell that right?? =X)



While we were eating,
My peepz..(especially Jovs just found out that I like this girl in my class)
And I was trying to decide who I like more...
The girl whom I've known for 5 years or the girl whom I just met 8 months ago..
That night,
When the "girl whom I've known for 5 years" came online..
I said Hi.
She sounded quite happy to see me.
We talked a bit till she asked me whether I have potential gfs.
I told her that I still think about this girl who's from my secondary school.
Then she somehow got the hint and said she's happier now.
During the time we talked about very deep things, her reply was slow.
But when we talked about school and stuff, her reply was faster.
???
I went to sleep depressed last night.
Thanks Jays, Aq and Jovs for telling me the right things to tell HER.
Usually, I'm the one who's creative enough to say all this stuff but yesterday, I was dumbed(is there such a word?)
I felt really heartbroken,
I felt like crying but my mum was there so I'd rather not.
I wrote 2/3 songs before I off the lights and plug in some music.
I didn't cry though.
I came to realize that it's not worth my time to cry over it or whatever.
I've got to move on.
I have a life-long dream to chase.
On a happier note,
Lets talk about something else..
Like my dream for example.
Hehehe...
I've been talking about depressing things that's just gonna make me weaker.
I was watching Asian Idol the other night.
And congrats Hady =)
I never knew that they were really gonna make Asian Idol.
In 2003, during the time that Singapore just started showing American Idol,
I already created the logo for Asian Idol.
I made a single kinda thing kinda like Kelly Clarkson's A Moment Like This/Before Your Love single.
I was that fanatic to the show.
I hope that Singapore does have a season 3 for Singapore Idol.
I want to have my own concert tour and make it big in Asia, Europe and America!
Is it possible?
I hope so.
And these are some of the things I would like to have if I do become a superstar:
- Award winning albums
- Endorse my own fragrance line(think Midnight Fantasy and Intimately Beckhams)
- My own game(think Hannah Montana Spotlight World Tour game)
- My own TV show
- Books
- My own foundation to help needy people all around the world.
- My own clothing line for Men(kinda like L.A.M.B)
- Collaborate with big names like Akon, Timbaland, Siti Nurhaliza, Taufik and Hady, Kelly Clarkson etc
I'll work hard to achieve all this!
Support me alright!
Ok now..
Hope this post isn't so meaningless..
=P
I'll see you guys soon alright.

"the game will never be over, cuz we are keeping the dream alive"
*the drama prince has left his confessions*
1:54 PM
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