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Tuesday, January 15, 2008
I hate to say this but...you are so yesterday"
I went to the hospital today to visit Yami's mum.
She in hospital as she had a stroke about 2 days ago.
The news shocked both me and my mum
so we had to go visit her.
When I saw Yami's mum,
memories of my dad just came back.
I've been in that exact situation bout 9 years ago.
And oh..
13th January was my dad 2 years death anniversary..
I miss him..
Oh
as I was saying..
I know what it's like to be in that situation.
I spent my last years of childhood and early teens going through all that.
And I have to say,
I never regretted having to look after my dad.
This post might bore you so you can choose not to read the rest of it.
To yami: Be strong alright =)
We all love your mum and will pray for her...
=)
Alright.
I'm officially beginning to accept things.
No more of my silly fantasies about her.
Ok..
probably not fantasy but thoughts about her.
She was a dream.
A beautiful dream.
But it became a nightmare.
And I should move on.
I got through it after listening to
"WHEN THERE WAS ME AND YOU" and "I DON'T LOVE YOU" on my cellphone.
Though I liked the view, she was just a fairytale.
And I don't think I love her as much I did yesterday.
My impression of her has somewhat changed.
Sometimes I ask myself..
Why must I torture myself with all this relationship things?
Is it because I'm *******?
OR
I'm just *****?
People keep telling me that the time will come.
But it's just me isn't it..
I can't wait.
I don't like to wait.
And I don't like to keep people waiting.
Right now..
I should distract myself with other things.
I always say I should concentrate on my career..
What career am I talking about?
There's no career...yet.
I feel like doing a part time job in a club during my upcoming 2 and a half months holiday.
But I'm not sure if I could do it since I won't be 18 yet.
Pfft~
Or any singing job will do.
Anything that won't make me hate myself.
I guess that's it for now.
I shall think of better things to right about.
Oh..
I know this is random..
But..
MANDY MOORE IS FAT!
But she's still pretty.
I saw her on Tyra Show today.
Pretty
Pretty
Pretty.
Okay people
See ya!