Thursday, February 14, 2008
Life sucks...so what?(*warning: F word everywhere)
I'm not gonna say hi..
hello..
or whatever.
I'm just fucking pissed with the whole world right now.
1) Work was bad today. Some shit happened.
2) New tenants are moving into my house tomorrow. They already brought their furnitures today.
3) I'm SICK!
Before I could start with number 1, I have to talk about number 3.
I was already sick like yesterday.
Kept sneezing and felt really cold.
My mum told me not to work today but I can't cuz they don't like last minute shit.
As I knew that I'm only working till 2pm today, I braved myself to go to work today.
It was then did I found out that I was put down to work full shift.
WTF?!
Obviously I didn't want to work the whole day cuz I was already half-dead.
And plus, the stocks are coming today.
And since I'm sick, it means that I am not able to perform like usual.
I called up a few people(Jay, Her sis, and Aunty Marge)
I asked Jay if she could replace me to work the afternoon shift.
She then asked her sister and then things got a little mixed up there.
I shall skip to the part where her sis called me and told me I could go off at 12.
So I called up Aunty Marge and told her I was going home.
And I made her angry and I bet she hates me now just like how she hates some of the other staffs.
I was so mad, I then left the store and went to some hidden staircase and cried.
I called Iqah and told her the thing.
Then Jay's sis came down to talk to me.
Guess when you're sick, and shit happens, you kinda lose your sanity.
Oh well.
About number 2...
The tenants are taking over my room from tomorrow onwards.
I'm so irritated with this whole 'homeless' situation that I feel like moving out this instant.
The stupid landlord is just a big dumbass.
Oh,
I wanna say something about Work Politics
I guess there are conflicts everywhere huh?
It happened when I was at Business Link 1 year ago...
And now it's here at Guardian.
People talking bad about other people behind their backs but then they act really nice in front of them.
I feel confused sometimes.
These are some of the things that makes me not trust adults.
I admit that I can sometimes be a little naive for these things but that's just me.
However not-so-innocent I may be, I'm still a little innocent somewhere.
Why can't we all just be happy???
Is that so difficult to achieve?
JUST FUCK IT!
Oh, guess what?
I'm working with Aunty Marge tomorrow morning.
Oh, the joy.
I already apologized to her through text message today cuz I felt it'll be too late to apologize tomorrow.
She didn't reply so...
FUCK THE HELL OFF!
Everybody makes mistakes...
I shall go to work with a positive attitude tomorrow.
With a new attitude, everything can change.
And I'm so looking forward to the little gathering tomorrow.
It's the only time where I get to hang out with my friends and be a teenager again.
Work has made me felt older.
And sometimes depressed because of some of the hurtful comments from the customers who think so highly of themselves.
CUSTOMERS AREN'T ALWAYS RIGHT!!!
Enough rantings for today.
Till next time.
7:58 PM
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